bored on a sunday.....

Yesterday was a rough day by the way. Again, I know I have mentioned that previous to AF i get way emotional, well work just set this off yesterday morning. K and I were on our way to help my niece practice for softball tryouts. Her dad (my older brother) was getting high blood pressure from trying to help her. When we were about to leave I got a phone call from my staff calling off for the day. I was furious. This was absolutely ridiculous and horrible timing. I am on call 24/7 and I am scheduled off on the weekends from one of my jobs. I go in at 9pm on Sunday, Monday and Tuesday for my other job. So that means Saturdays are my only day to be off the whole day. Not to mention it is the only day K and I get all day together as well. So I was furious. I had to scramble for coverage and pull a lot of strings and didnt even get it all worked out until basically 3 pm. Anyway, I was way emotional yesterday until I spend time with my family. K and I have discussed moving to a place where it is legal for her to adopt my baby and I hers when we get to that point. I just dont know if I can leave my family. They were the reason my bad day turned right side up yesterday. My annoying older brother, who is not all the way ok with K and I, was eager to see his daughter improve her softball skills 100 percent with the help of two lesbians lol. This was great to see. Baby steps toward getting him ok with K and I. Following this event we went to watch a movie with my twin brother his gf and their son along with my dad. We watched a dumb movie called the box. I thought it was awful. Anyway, I had a blast playing with my nephew! He just turned 3 and he is hilarious. My twin bros gf is pregnant with their daughter and due in a couple weeks, but she will go early we are sure.

So my previous post I was deciding on who we were going to see soon. Either blue october or tegan and sara. We are going to Chicago on the 26th and we are seeing tegan and sara instead or rent as well. I am excited because K and I have never been to a concert together and I have never been to a lesbian singing group. Neither has she. We have both been to country concerts and I have been to 311 with the ex. I also forgot to mention we will be going to a lot of pride parades and things in the summer as well. This should be an amazing year. Hopefully we will start the process of baby number 1 as well. I am going to start dieting tomorrow so that I can visit my obgyn and she will clear me for pregnancy and fill out my physical for our consultation in May. K will be graduated and we can start whenever we want. I am going to start keeping an temp calendar whenever my next AF is, which will be this week sometime according to my emotions. This way we can pinpoint ov and not waste money repeatedly.

Well K will be home any minute and we are going to have one final bad meal and ice cream before we start dieting tomorrow. We are very active people in the summer so it is hard to get motivated when it is 30 degrees outside. We would be in good shape had I not hurt myself while we were working out a month ago. Our gym is getting raquetball this week and we are going to start playing that 4 days a week. That should be enough exercise we decided until our pool opens up and we start softball ourselves.... Enough babbling.