Awww the wonderful AF

I have come to realize that I become extremely emotional one week before AF. I am wondering if this will be the same once I become pg. Will I become emotional before I get my bfp or will I skip that part and not even notice. Who knows. Anyway I cant wait to find the answer out lol. Recently nothing much has been going on. K and I are going tubing this Friday with some other lesbian friends. The past attempt didnt happen because it was so crowded. However we did go to The Vagina Monologues instead. That was great. I am learning so much from hanging out with these women. When I was with a man, *I was married for 2 years*, I had no idea women were so empowering. I am excited because they even introduced me to a large gay community here where I live. We are even going camping this summer to a lesbian camp ground and to womens fest. I am really excited, and who knew there were so many lesbian musicians. I have found a new passion in music I never had before.

Have I mentioned what I do for a living? I am a social worker for the Developmentally Disabled. I work two full time jobs and it gets very stressful at times. Anyway, I started a softball team a while ago. My ex played on the team and it was co-ed. This year I am trying to put together a team because I am the coach and I play 3rd base as well. It turns out that it is relatively hard without knowing more guys. My ex wants to play with us. He is completely ok with my being gay and he has moved on himself and has a gf as well. She will be watching the games and K will be playing with us as she did last year. She however, is not ok with this. Now let me make it clear, I only have a couple of passions and sball is one of them. I would be sad without this. I hope she will play.